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Missing Friends

I am missing my friends.

I am missing my cheer.

I am missing the happiness i should feel this time of year.

I am missing the laughs and fun of the season.

All because of one reason.

I miss my friends and that is why i will have no cheer christmas this year.

12/25/05
6:21 a.m.

Wishing for death

Some days i wish i was dead. Because my heart just hurts so much. And that is not right i shouldn't hurt this much. i just wish there was some way for me to deaden my heart so that i feel nothing.