How I see myself
I think of myself as mostly a loser.I stay in my house all day only leaving when I have to. And all I do all day is play antrophia and talk to my friend bret on the game.
Heck I get so depressed that about a month ago I was considering going to my bishop confessing all my sins and then go off some ware and kill myself.That was until I met this wonderful person who didn't know me from a whole in the wall and didn't have to be nice to me but was I count her among my friends and I hope she considers me a friend to.Which is why I intend to join the marines if they will have me so that I may protect my friends so that way if I do die I will die protecting my friends.Because for me to call someone friend to me it means I love them like you love family and I would do anything for my friends even lay my life down for them.
I might feel low 99% of the time but I am always willing to do what ever it takes to bring my friends up when they feel so low.I am more than willing to help a friend when they are having trouble even if that means doing something I don't normally like to do. and yes i know i am sounding a little mellow dramatic but that is how i feel about friends i thought they deserved to know just in case one day i decide that friends or no friends and i kill myself because i predict this short burest of happiness won't last much longer i predict any where between a few weeks to a few days it just depends on how much more down hill my life goes their isn't much that can stop it from going down more than it is. so thanks for your time and if you don't here from me again thank you for your time and i'll see you when i see you and to anybody my death causes pain for i'm sorry but i don't think i can go on living my life much longer it just isn't fair to me to have to feel like this.
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