I tried to kill myself today

But i failed i took 54 motrin ib pills and waited to die but it wasn't until i called my dad and asked what would happen to someone who took that much asprin at one time he said it would just make them sick and not die if i don't post for a while it will probably because they committed me and if my dad is wrong and i do die i'm sorry crystal i just couldn't go on living my life because i couldn't stand the emotional pain i was constantly feeling every minute of every hour of everyday of every year.