A back round to represent the town i'm from

this new back round will be in honor of the town i live in.

my poem's

if you are looking for my poem'they are listed in the december archive. which is at the very bottom of this web page

Things I got from a friend.

*LOVE*
Smart man + smart woman = romance

Smart man + dumb woman = affair

Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
*SHOPPING MATH *

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.

A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

*GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS*

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.

A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.

A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

*HAPPINESS *

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to nderstand her at all.

*LONGEVITY*

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

*PROPENSITY TO CHANGE*
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.

A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

*DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE *

A woman has the last word in any argument.

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

this was on amy friend dayoung's web site and i thought it was interesting so i posted it here for everybody to read.

Emotions

Why do we have emotions? A good deal of problems caused in the world are because of emotions. What are there function and why do we need them? Also do the good the do out weigh the problems they create?

One of the things about me that I think scares people

It is the fact that when some one is talking about something I always feel the urge to make sure both sides are represented. The problem is when I try and represent a unpopular side and I try my best to represent that side people mistake me for some one that supports that side. And so some people treat me differently. Like take the Columbine for example people put most of the blame on the parents and teachers for what happened. But nobody thought what can be done to prevent this from happening again. And reguardless of what you may think they did not work on that. They instead of working on doing their best to prevent kids from being treated so bad that they resort to violence. They worked on identifying those types of kids early on so they could get them out of the school and some where else. The problem is that as it is kids are consantly bombarded with things and here is a list:
1. Parents expectations(as kids get older they feel pressured to do what their parents expect them to do)
2. Peer pressure(like trying to fit in or getting people to like you)
3. School pressure(with all these test we have now a days to try and make sure the next generation is smarter than the last we are putting more pressure on children that have little or no voice in anything that involves them)
4. Self pressure(where a kid is judging themselves to see what they could do better to please the people around them and they come down on themselves for letting people they care about down)
5. Future pressure(this is obvious it is pressure to decide what they want to do in the future and the pressure to do something that will please the people around them and themselves at the same time and in some cases they have to choose between what they want for themselves and what every one else wants for them)
And on top of all that we have to face the facts that people are just plain mean and that some get enjoyment out of making other people feel horrible. I could go on but I doubt any one will read this or if they do if they will even care so this is it for now if you want me to talk more feel free to post and i will respond ok.

The Church

The only really reason I ever went to church when Crystal was around was to see her. Because when I was around her all I was filled with happiness, joy, and most of all peace. The only things that I could think about her. And the more she talked about the gospel the more compelled I felt to read it. The truth is for me love sucks because it never works out for me. It never works out for me. And all that does is make me feel worse about myself. I am tired of being jerked around by my heart. I am tired of falling in love with someone only to have my heart smashed. I am tired of my heart hurting me so much. It has gotten to the point where I think the planet would be better off if someone just wiped out every living thing on the planet. And the truth is i hope I am that someone.

Stuff

The truth is I feel alone in the world. My only friends are Crystal, Bret, and Kora. And that is all I have for friends. The sad thing is they barely even know me. The truth is for the most part I am a mean, cruel, and evil person. I have let anger, hate, fill my heart. The more I think about my life the more I hate it. And unfortunately for me when ever I come across a member of the opposite sex that I am attracted to I do dumb things.