The Church

The only really reason I ever went to church when Crystal was around was to see her. Because when I was around her all I was filled with happiness, joy, and most of all peace. The only things that I could think about her. And the more she talked about the gospel the more compelled I felt to read it. The truth is for me love sucks because it never works out for me. It never works out for me. And all that does is make me feel worse about myself. I am tired of being jerked around by my heart. I am tired of falling in love with someone only to have my heart smashed. I am tired of my heart hurting me so much. It has gotten to the point where I think the planet would be better off if someone just wiped out every living thing on the planet. And the truth is i hope I am that someone.