Monday, August 29, 2005

Quiz links

Here is the list of quizzes links feel free to put them on you site if you want to.

Which Shaman King Character Are You? http://quizilla.com/users/SunderedYingYang/quizzes/Which%20Shaman%20from%20Shaman%20King%20%20Are%20You?

Which Member of Luffy's Crew Are You? http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-318367968204.shtml

What Type of Anime Schoolgirl are you? (Girls) http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-318534961602.shtml

Which Holiday are you?
http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-318861252710.shtml

Which Season are you?
http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-318868297462.shtml

Which "Those Who Hunt Elves" Character Are You? http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-319056787478.shtml

Which Shonen Jump Manga Hero Are You? http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-318943238900.shtml

What Kind of Test Taker Are You?
http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-319177690546.shtml

What Kind of Angel Are You? (girls)
http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-319399929706.shtml

What Would Your Anime Character Look Like?(Girls) http://www.animetests.com/tests/SunderedYingYang-319941422372.shtml

Quizzes

I am going to put a list of links to quiz sites that I found thanks to a forum I visit every now and again. If you want to know what a certain show is about just ask me I know just about all the shows the quizzes reference to the only one I don't know about is the show Bleach but I will look into it ok.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Two parts

i think everyone has at least 2 parts to themselves there good side and there bad side. My main problem to date is this I have at least 2 major goals in life one goal for my good side and one for my bad. My goal for my good side is to just find someone special and get married hopefully in the temple and then raise a family and just live are lives. My goal for my bad side is to become the most hated, feared and powerful person in the world and to destroy any person or country that gets in my way. But i'm pretty sure that if my bad side gets to strong that i will do the right thing and make sure that i kill myself before i let myself harm even one person. I think my bad side is so strong because when i think of my life to date and think of the way i have been treated through out my life there have been very few times when i was happy because for most of my life i have been misrable and it get's me so mad i wish i could kill everyone in the world. Oops i think i should stop thinking about that stuff because all i do is get myself all worked up and mad.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

What is happening to me

Lately just about all i can think about is destroying the world and everything in it what is happening to me. What is going on? Why is this happening to me? Why?

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Why do females have such a powerful effect on males

I mean when you think about it. When a female is around men go all weird they either act all tough. Why do people always have to impress each other or the opposite sex?

Thursday, August 11, 2005

My New Rings

Over the past 2 weeks I've gotten my 2 rings I ordered a while ago one is a 14kt gold black onyx ring with 6 genuine diamonds and my second ring is a 24kt gold Boston Red Sox ring. i'm going to church sunday to show them off.

Monday, August 08, 2005

Time

Why are we always in a rush to get everything done by someone else's time. We should take some time out of our busy lives and do things in our own time once and a while.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

I Sometimes feel the spirit and I don't know why

I do so many bad things and yet when I am reading about things crystal has wrote I feel over come by the spirit sometimes and I don't know what to do and the next thing I know I am writing something to her that when I read it I have no idea where it came from. What is going on this shouldn't be possible right. WHAT IS GOING ON ? THIS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING TO ME.

This was something i wrote for a missionary couple it is called The Test Of Faith

I was approched one day by a person exploring different religions. He asked if my church believed in praying as a family and in setting aside one night a week to read scriptures and learn about God and have fun as a family. I said we don't preach or talk about that stuff but those are some good ideas. He then asked me if now that I have heard those ideas would my church now begin to preach those things. I told him no because it is not politically appropreate to talk about those things. He then took my hand and shook it and said to me thanks for your time but a church that isscared to preach about things like that isn't a church I want to join have a nice day. He then turned and walked away.


I think I came up with this after hearing the missionaries talk about a conversation between themselves and a bishop or preacher from another religion. the story itself is made up and I don't know why i wrote it but I thought you might enjoy it and i never found out if the missionaries ever used this story. So feel free to tell me what you think.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

God and Us

The bible said we were made in God's own image. So that being said does that mean that God has to eat and sleep. And if he does sleep when does he sleep and for how long. Also if there was women in heaven and God wanted everybody to come to earth and return to him then why didn't he make Eve when he made Adam. Also how did we come to exist in heaven and how did God come into existence. Also how did God get the power of creation and why was it so important to God that all glory had to be his when it came to the argument between Jesus and Satan. Also if we are just like God in every way except the obvious does that mean that God experiences anger, jealously and all the other emotions we humans have. Also if earth was meant just for us why were all the other creatures that we share this earth with created. Also why were all the germs and viruses created.

Monday, August 01, 2005

Too Much Pain

Between the pain in my heart and the pain in my head I don't know how much longer I can handle all the pain. My heart hurts me more and more each day I don't know which is worse the pain in my heart or the pain in my head. How much longer must I live with my life filled with pain I sometimes imagine just taking a walk and never coming back and the only problem with that is where to go. Sometimes when I think of killing myself I think of the things people tell me I have to live for and the things I think I should live for. And lately the reasons on that list seem less important each time I think of them. I think I will post the list first then post this second.

My Reasons For Living and Why I think they are not very good

My reasons for living
1. Falling in Love(and getting married)
2. Family (to have one of my own)
3. Sex( my friend Bret Livingston gave me this as a reason to live)
4. My siblings and my dad (this one I heard from just about everyone after I tried to kill myself)

Why they are dumb
1. (Falling in Love [and getting married]) I don't think I have met a female that has even expressed interest in me in that way.
2. (Family [to have one of my own]) For that to happen number one would have to happen first and I don't see that ever happening.
3. (Sex) My reasons for this one is the same as number 2 seeing as I would prefer to be married to a woman before I have sex with her.
4. (My siblings and my dad) Well for the most part they are more like my constant tormenters there very few days when I don't here at least 2 insults or comments on what I should be doing with my life and it just gets me so angry that I tend to stay up in my room and away from just about everybody so that I don't have to deal with them.

So you can see why my list of reasons to live is less appealing to me each time I think of it. If you have better reasons feel free to post them maybe you have some more reasons to add to my list.

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